Winter doldrums.......
Still in February!!!
It seems to go on, and on, and on.......dreary and sunless
(except for small exceptions)!
The snow along the road is dirty
and where it is piled up to make room for traffic
it is inclined to raise despair in those who are looking
for patches of green grass, that promise spring, eventually!!!
Even with one day added for Leap Year
February still has the shortest span of all the other months, -
and yet the calendar moves so slowly.
I know that before the last great dump of snow
the tulips were beginning to poke through,
And then the ground froze solid
and heaven only knows what the poor dears are doing now!!!
If I were terribly energetic I would take advantage of these days,
(house-bound and confined)
to go through drawers and tidy them,
to fill great black plastic bags for the Bargain Centre
and leave the house sophisticated in its simplicity.....
Or I could sort through snapshots
(of which I am sure we have close to a trillion)
and pass them on to various branches of the family......
Or I could fill the freezer with baking
and have a dozen loaves of bread on handto see me through
March and April.....
But instead I linger through breakfast,
watch curling on the television,
play music, and leaf through handwovens mags,
thinking I will find inspiration.
I do a bit of reading
"The Department of Sensitive Crimes" by McCall Smith
and "Mountains of the Mind" by Robert McFarlane
more for entertainment than to improve my mind,
but nothing seems to lift the lethargy
and February just seems to linger on (and on and on).
Maybe I will plant a few seeds
in little square boxes
and when they send their lovely green shoots
through the earth
Spring will seem closer.....
Or I could put a pale green silken scarf
on the loom, to remind me of the colours
of Spring.
A dear son has offered to bring me Forsythia Sticks
from the garden on the hill,
and when their golden blooms come out
they will complement the lovely amaryllis
that still graces the plant window, since Christmas!!
Well, 'patience is a virtue'I will try to cultivate it,
and soon I will just have the winds of March
and the showers of April
to whine about,
unless I decide to enjoy life as it is.....